
On Tuesday at 1:30 in the morning Liv began having contractions. She was calm, I went to work. At 1:00 pm I came home. The contractions were 6-8 minutes apart. As planned we spent more time at the house relaxing and letting nature do its thing. At 9:00 pm Tuesday night her contractions were 4-5 minutes apart, that's when we went to the hospital. When we arrived we spent about an hour in triage where we found out that she was dilated to 3.5 centimeters. We moved into our birth room and set up for the experience. We packed a lot of stuff, food, decor, things to make it comfortable. We didn't even get a chance to open out bag. Liv was in the thick of it the moment we arrived. That's what we planned, do most of the laboring at home and get to the hospital for the finale. We had nurse who exemplified compassion. She was excellent with my wife, we owe her a lot of gratitude.
At 2:00 am Wednesday morning Liv was fully dilated and began pushing. At this point Liv had received no medication. My wife is the toughest person I know. She could definitely beat up all of your wives. She pushed for three hours with no progress. At 5:00 am the doctor came in and found that the baby was face up (they are supposed to be face down), this can cause many complications. Our doctor, who is very experienced and knowledgeable said that he could turn the baby. So he did. At this point my wife still had no medication, she was just dealing with the pain. Turning the baby was very painful for her. Once the baby was turned he dropped a bit more. After another hour of pushing the baby had still not made any more progress. I have never seen Liv so determined. She was ornery and diligent. She tried different positions looking for what worked best.
At 6:00 am the doctor came back in and suggested that we use a vacuum to assist the baby out. This was horrifying to Liv an I. We talked about other possible solutions. If we used the vacuum now Liv could still help push the baby. If we waited longer Liv would have no energy left and a c-section would be necessary. We waske dfor some more time to think. During that time Liv tried everything to get that baby to come out. At about 7:00 am we made the decision to use the vacuum. It was tough on both of us. I was crying, Liv was crying, even our nurse was crying who had stayed past her shift to help us.
Understand that my wife still had no medication in her body, nothing to numb the pain, nothing to make her more comfortable. Just her and her baby and the natural process of birth. Liv had been pushing for 5 1/2 hours. With the assistance of the vacuum and a bit of an epesiotomy our boy was born at 7:36 am Wednesday morning. When he came out he was not breathing well on his own. They took him to the nursery for observation, I followed our baby and left mom alone.

Being in the nursery was difficult. All they did was monitor him and poke him a lot. I rushed back and forth between Liv's recovery room and the nursery. She was all alone in her room crying because she couldn't see her baby. Liv was given an IV of pitocen which helps the uterus to contract and stop the bleeding. The uterus typically contracts when the mother starts breast feeding, but Liv couldn't do that because CJ was in the nursery and she had to be in her recovery room. I would then rush back to the nursery because I didn't want to leave CJ alone. The nurses messed up three times taking his blood. They said he couldn't be released until his blood tests were back. After they messed up the third test, I had him in my arms and wouldn't let them poke him anymore. I told them what he needed most was his mom and he wouldn't have anymore test until he was with his mom. I kinda caused a scene in the nursery, but I didn't know what else to do. So the nurses made arrangements for my wife to be brought into the nursery. Once she was there with her baby, that's when everything was alright. That's when the calmness and serenity set it. That's when we finally took a step back and looked at what we had made.
Mom and baby shortly after being reunited after a long labor and birth.

Once all the stress full stuff was over my parents arrived and provided additional support, but mostly they just wanted to hold their first grand-baby. We stayed at the hospital till Friday morning just because Liv was still weak, my insurance paid for it, and we didn't have to clean up after ourselves. It was almost like a vacation.
People say that the moment your child is born you feel something intense and spiritual. I didn't feel that. I thought that maybe I missed something. Then it came. It wasn't until we got home and it was just the three of us. With all three of us in our house, close together, I felt what I had heard about. It's hard to explain. It's like feeling every emotion you have ever felt all at once. I feel like any further explination would just degrade the overall emotion, so I will leave it at that.
People say that the moment your child is born you feel something intense and spiritual. I didn't feel that. I thought that maybe I missed something. Then it came. It wasn't until we got home and it was just the three of us. With all three of us in our house, close together, I felt what I had heard about. It's hard to explain. It's like feeling every emotion you have ever felt all at once. I feel like any further explination would just degrade the overall emotion, so I will leave it at that.